feel a lot better in life after getting a 2000 credit card, after being dead broke and hungry. although, i'm sure this feeling will end when it is time to pay it back. we will see.

*sigh* I have to be at work in less than 14 hours. I work 36 hours, 3 days straight. I'm starting to dread it, it's a very demanding job. You know, working like this makes me question all the time: "Is this REALLY what my life is going to be until I die?" but then eventually I always decide to change my thoughts Instead of hating and dreading my job, I am going to be thankful that I have one. Life would be a lot worse if I didn't. Besides, what else am I going to do? Sit at home and brain rot on my computer all day?